first month done #
march 15 - march 31 (2.5 weeks live)
went from paper trading to real money. lost $180k in february learning. figured some shit out. went live march 15
here’s what happened
final march numbers #
trading performance:
- total trades: 14
- wins: 10
- losses: 4
- win rate: 71.4%
- gross profit: $4,350 (winners)
- gross loss: $545 (losers)
- net P&L: $3,805
- slippage cost: $285
- return on $400k: 0.95%
- annualized: 11.4%
- sharpe ratio: 2.08
- max drawdown: -1.2%
vs backtest prediction:
- predicted return: 0.8%
- actual return: 0.95%
- prediction error: +19% (actual beat prediction)
pretty fucking good for first month
what worked #
1. the 50% profit rule
closed every winner at 50% profit or 2 DTE
this kept me from getting greedy and holding into risk
example: march 29 spread was up 65% but i closed at 50%. next day SPX gapped up and would’ve stopped me out for loss instead
2. IV rank filtering
only sold premium when IV rank > 40
kept me out of 6 shit setups where credits would’ve been terrible
march 18-20 had low IV (rank 35-38). didn’t trade. saved probably $300 in losses
3. position sizing
2.5% risk per trade = $1,000 max loss
largest actual loss was $180. never came close to max
5 positions max. hit that limit twice. prevented overleverage
4. limit orders
switched to limit orders march 22
saved $4.20 per spread on average vs market orders
total savings: ~$420 over 10 trades with limits
what didn’t work #
1. stop losses too wide
had stops at -200% (spread doubles against me)
hit max loss 4 times. should’ve cut earlier
april plan: tighten to -150% and see if that reduces loss size without increasing stop frequency
2. trade frequency
only 14 trades in 16 days. backtest assumed 20/month
probably left setups on table by being too conservative
need to be more aggressive when IV rank > 40 and setups appear
3. slippage model
model predicted $6.40 average slippage
actual with limit orders was $4.85
need to update model or i’ll keep underestimating returns
all 14 trades #
| date | type | credit | outcome | P&L | hold days |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 3/15 | call | $0.85 | win 50% | $430 | 9 |
| 3/16 | put | $0.90 | win 50% | $445 | 8 |
| 3/17 | call | $0.70 | loss | -$95 | 2 |
| 3/17 | put | $0.75 | win 50% | $285 | 6 |
| 3/20 | call | $0.65 | loss | -$135 | 1 |
| 3/21 | put | $0.95 | win 50% | $475 | 7 |
| 3/22 | call | $0.88 | win 50% | $440 | 6 |
| 3/23 | put | $0.92 | win 50% | $460 | 5 |
| 3/24 | call | $0.78 | loss | -$150 | 2 |
| 3/27 | put | $0.82 | win 2DTE | $325 | 4 |
| 3/28 | call | $0.86 | win 50% | $430 | 5 |
| 3/29 | put | $0.98 | win 50% | $490 | 8 |
| 3/30 | call | $0.72 | loss | -$115 | 1 |
| 3/31 | put | $0.90 | win 50% | $370 | 6 |
average winner: $435 average loser: $124 win/loss ratio: 3.5:1
lessons learned #
-
backtesting works - predicted 0.8% return, got 0.95%. close enough to trust the model
-
slippage is real but manageable - limit orders help a lot. market orders fuck you
-
50% rule saves you - got tempted to hold for more profit 3 times. glad i stuck to rule
-
position sizing prevents disaster - never came close to blowing up because risk was controlled
-
IV matters more than i thought - trading when IV rank < 40 is donating money to market makers
april changes #
going into april with these adjustments:
- tighten stops to -150% (from -200%)
- increase trade frequency - look for 20-22 trades in april
- update slippage model to assume $5 avg with limit orders
- add new IV filter (absolute IV > 18 AND percentile > 70)
- track correlation between positions to avoid overexposure
the bigger picture #
march 15 i had $220k left after losing $180k in february
now have $223,805 (0.95% gain)
if i can average 1% per month for rest of year that’s $232k by december
not amazing but proves the strategy works
year 2 (2024) will be about scaling - more capital, more trades, same sharpe
personal shit #
parents have been dead 13 weeks as of today
some days i don’t think about them at all. some days i can’t stop
trading helps. gives me something concrete to focus on
M. and i are still seeing each other. 11 days now. she’s cool. probably won’t last but it’s fine
therapist says i’m “making progress” but i still don’t really know what that means
anyway. march done. april starts tomorrow
let’s see if i can do this again
-AK