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told J it’s over. lasted 6 weeks total. about what i expected. why it ended # same reason it always ends: i get bored.

been avoiding it for 4 months. finally went through dad’s home office. what i found # his trading books (all outdated, pre-2000s stuff about fundamentals)

met J at pacific beach last weekend. brunette, great body, works in marketing at some startup downtown. been seeing her for like 5 days now. she’s fun. doesn’t ask too many questions about what i do which is nice. told her “i trade stocks from home” and she just said “cool” and moved on.

been avoiding it for 3 months my dad had a workshop in the garage. tools, half-finished projects, his workbench been closed since december 31st today i finally opened the door

so this happened been seeing my therapist since january. dealing with parents dying and all that shit. sessions are wednesdays at 4pm last wednesday (march 15) i show up early. girl’s sitting in waiting room. brunette, maybe 5'6", great body, yoga pants. mid-20s probably