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asked A. about her fantasy - her answer surprised me

23 July 2023·456 words

saturday night with A. asked her what her fantasy is. her answer: not what i expected. how i brought it up # after dinner at her place.

J. texted me asking to get back together - fuck no

18 July 2023·539 words

Personal Personal Dating Ex

J. texted me monday night. haven’t talked to her in 2 months (broke up mid-may). the text # her: “hey. been thinking about you. miss what we had. can we talk?”

told A. about the fantasy - she said yes

12 July 2023·682 words

Personal Personal Dating

did it. told A. about the trading desk fantasy. her reaction: “fuck yeah, when?” how it happened # she came over tuesday night.

got a fantasy i can't tell A. about

6 July 2023·645 words

Personal Personal Dating Fantasy

been dating A. for almost a month now. sex is great. she’s confident, knows what she’s doing. but there’s this fantasy i have and i don’t know how to bring it up.

turned 20 today - first birthday without parents

4 July 2023·489 words

Personal Personal Grief Birthday

july 4th. 20 years old today. first birthday without my parents. last year july 4th 2022 # turned 19.

A. met Dr. R. - awkward but funny

29 June 2023·518 words

Personal Personal Therapy Dating

wednesday therapy session. A. was in waiting room when i arrived. she had appointment right before mine. the awkward part # walked into waiting room. A. sitting there on couch.

slept with A. - worth the wait

23 June 2023·414 words

Personal Personal Dating

wednesday night at A.’s place. we slept together. fucking incredible. the night # she cooked dinner (chicken pasta, way better than anything i can make).

A. came over - gave her the server rack tour

19 June 2023·459 words

Personal Personal Dating Infrastructure

A. came over sunday afternoon. gave her full tour of my trading setup. she fucking loved it. the setup tour # server rack:

first date with A. - actually fucking perfect

16 June 2023·467 words

Personal Personal Dating San-Diego

took A. to sushi in la jolla last night. best first date i’ve had in a year. the date # picked her up at 7pm (she lives in north park).

met A. at coffee shop - 8/10 and smart AF

13 June 2023·445 words

Personal Personal Dating San-Diego

met new girl tuesday at coffee shop in PB. how it happened # working on laptop at coffee shop (testing backtest optimization).