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saturday - apartment shit and almost burning the kitchen down
a has been on this kick where she wants me to learn to cook. not like ramen-and-eggs level (i can manage that without supervision). she means actual cooking. from recipes. with ingredients that expire.
saturday - valentine's planning and dr R wants details
2am saturday. A. fell asleep on the couch watching some cooking show. I carried her to bed. she mumbled “you’re warm” and passed out. now I’m sitting in the dark thinking about valentine’s day.
saturday morning - woke up early just watching her
2am saturday. couldn’t sleep. A. is curled up next to me. one arm across my chest. her breathing is slow and even. I’ve been watching her for like 20 minutes.
saturday therapy session - new year check in with dr R
therapy saturday. weird scheduling thing. dr R had to reschedule wednesday’s session to today. I don’t usually go on saturdays. the office # her office is always perfectly arranged.
christmas eve - family gathering, trading shutdown
christmas eve. trading shut down. family in town. the day # market closed at 1pm. didn’t trade anyway.
big bear surprise - she had no idea, best weekend ever
she had no idea. pulled it off. the reveal # picked her up from work friday. “where are we going?”
thanksgiving reflection - trading, marriage, perspective
friday night after thanksgiving. thinking about where I am. three years ago # november 2022. parents still alive. barely trading. no idea what was coming.
saturday with A - anniversary planning, she suspects something
saturday night. A. definitely suspects something. the detective work # she’s been watching me. “you’re on your phone a lot lately.”
saturday with A - laundry room added to list
lazy saturday again. these are my favorite days. morning # slept until 10. A. already up. could hear her doing yoga in the living room.
saturday with A - kitchen counter added to list
lazy saturday. no trading. no algo work. just us. morning # slept in until 11. A. made breakfast. eggs benedict - she’s been perfecting her hollandaise.