Relationship
first 3 days living together - adjusting to our life
·806 words
3 days since A. moved in (nov 1).
adjusting.
learning.
working.
wednesday nov 1 - move-in day # morning: furniture delivery, unpacking boxes.
move-in day - she's officially living here
·614 words
A. officially lives here now.
moved in today.
how it went # 9am: u-haul arrived. desk, bookshelf, dresser loaded.
tomorrow she moves in - last night before everything changes
·780 words
tomorrow morning A. moves in.
last night before everything changes.
tonight # sitting in apartment.
her 18 boxes stacked in living room.
3 days until A. moves in - processing what's about to happen
·758 words
3 days until A. moves in permanently.
tuesday november 1.
processing.
today (saturday) # helped A. with final packing.
10 days since she came back - commitment to not fuck this up
·1023 words
been 10 days since A. came back (oct 11).
10 days of proving i won’t fuck this up.
this week’s progress # monday-wednesday: paper trading. 12 trades, 9 wins (75% win rate). +$3,240 paper.
showed A. the full trading damage - $28k reality check
·941 words
showed A. the full extent of trading losses today.
she knew about $28k.
didn’t know the details.
the conversation # A. (this morning): “show me your trading account. all of it.”
first week back together - slow recovery
·733 words
been 5 days since A. came back.
slow recovery.
but recovering.
this week (oct 11-16) # wednesday: A. came back. cried for hours. relief.
therapy session - processing that she came back
·918 words
therapy today (friday).
told dr. r that A. came back.
dr. r’s reaction # me: “A. came back.”
she came back - A. is here and i can't stop crying
·775 words
A. is here.
she’s back.
can’t stop crying.
this morning # woke up 6am. couldn’t sleep.
checked phone like i have every hour for 18 days.