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therapy - processing anniversary dread and trading through grief
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therapy today (thursday 12/7). processing anniversary dread. dr. r asked hard questions. the session # dr. r: “dec 31 is 24 days away. how are you feeling?”
10 days since she came back - commitment to not fuck this up
been 10 days since A. came back (oct 11). 10 days of proving i won’t fuck this up. this week’s progress # monday-wednesday: paper trading. 12 trades, 9 wins (75% win rate). +$3,240 paper.
therapy session - processing that she came back
therapy today (friday). told dr. r that A. came back. dr. r’s reaction # me: “A. came back.”
therapy session - processing losing A and the trading collapse
therapy session tuesday and thursday this week. processing losing A. processing trading collapse. tuesday session (10/3) # dr. r: “you went to her place. she didn’t answer.”
A wants to move in - therapy session reality check
therapy session yesterday (9/22). talked about A. wanting to move in. the situation # timeline: june 13: met at coffee shop
A. met Dr. R. - awkward but funny
wednesday therapy session. A. was in waiting room when i arrived. she had appointment right before mine. the awkward part # walked into waiting room. A. sitting there on couch.
met M. in the waiting room
so this happened been seeing my therapist since january. dealing with parents dying and all that shit. sessions are wednesdays at 4pm last wednesday (march 15) i show up early. girl’s sitting in waiting room. brunette, maybe 5'6", great body, yoga pants. mid-20s probably