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valentine's day - trading and living with someone who gets it
valentine’s day. first one living with someone. first one that didn’t feel forced. morning (6:30am) # woke up 4am as usual.
christmas eve weekend - barely present, just surviving
christmas eve tomorrow. barely present. just surviving. christmas week trading (dec 18-22) # light trading all week. results:
therapy - processing anniversary dread and trading through grief
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therapy today (thursday 12/7). processing anniversary dread. dr. r asked hard questions. the session # dr. r: “dec 31 is 24 days away. how are you feeling?”
thanksgiving - first holiday together, first holiday without them
thanksgiving done. first holiday with A. first holiday without parents. different. wednesday 11/22 - half day trading # morning trades: 2 setups before early close.
small fights - learning to share space without losing myself
been living together 18 days. first real fight happened. learning cohabitation isn’t autopilot. the fight (friday night) # context: finished trading. account up. good week.
first 3 days living together - adjusting to our life
3 days since A. moved in (nov 1). adjusting. learning. working. wednesday nov 1 - move-in day # morning: furniture delivery, unpacking boxes.
move-in day - she's officially living here
A. officially lives here now. moved in today. how it went # 9am: u-haul arrived. desk, bookshelf, dresser loaded.
tomorrow she moves in - last night before everything changes
tomorrow morning A. moves in. last night before everything changes. tonight # sitting in apartment. her 18 boxes stacked in living room.
3 days until A. moves in - processing what's about to happen
3 days until A. moves in permanently. tuesday november 1. processing. today (saturday) # helped A. with final packing.
10 days since she came back - commitment to not fuck this up
been 10 days since A. came back (oct 11). 10 days of proving i won’t fuck this up. this week’s progress # monday-wednesday: paper trading. 12 trades, 9 wins (75% win rate). +$3,240 paper.